DAY 154

A moment you felt most satisfied in your life.

- Idk I have those moments often, they usually occur when I’m hanging out with my friends I just feel so content with life at that moment.

DAY 145

Is it easy to trust others?

- For me to trust someone I have to get a certain vibe from them, like idk it’s hard to explain but when I first meet people they give off this vibe to me whether they’re a trustworthy person or not, usually I’m right.

DAY 143

How important is education to you?

- Uhh, I think you should go to school to take classes that you absolutely NEED to accede in the career or your choice. For example unless you want to be a history teacher or something along those lines you shouldn’t have to take fucking history.

DAY 142

How have you changed in the past 2 years?

Lets see, almost 2 years ago I was a freshman in HS so I was suuuper shy and not all that confident and idk how it happend but over that period of time I just became so outgoing and accepting of myself and how I looked and started embracing it and I still have a few more things about myself I’m trying to deal with and want to adjust but overall I’m so much happier than I was ^.^

yea I’m deep

If you don’t wanna be my friend anymore I seriously could not give a fuck even if I tried. I have so many other great people in my life that treat me way better than you did, I just have have a couple things to say to you. . 

-Finish school

-Finish my drivers training classes

-Celebrate my b day

-Fix my car up

-Get a job

-Take my driving test

-Get a new phone

-Have fun \m/

so excited~~

I’ve been slowly but surely getting better at not giving a fuck, and it makes me happy. Lololol, it’s great to not care about certain people. Just do what I waaant (:

idk

I like being obnoxious and singing at random times and quoting spongebob and saying yolo just to piss people off, its amusing to me.

And I’m so glad I’m not really a ‘partier’ I like hanging out with a group of close friends and thats it. 

Fuck weed and alcohol

lol wut.

I don’t need that shit.

\m/

ok bye~~~~~

I was pretty heart broken when we ‘broke up’ but now I think it was all for the best. I appreciate the friendship we have so much more now. And its like the pressure has been lifted off of us, we hang out a lot more now, talk about everything more, its just so easy to do things now that there’s new pressure on us to date. I still get that jealous feeling every now and then but that will probably be there for a while. I’m just happy your still in my life. This is how things should be.

I care a lot about you and just because you don’t like me anymore or I don’t like you anymore doesn’t mean we should stop spending time together. When I told you I was happy that you were in my life, I ment it.

Cause I feel like even though sometimes you don’t try as hard as I want you too I still go the extra mile to make sure you’re the happiest I can make you. Why? Because when it’s all said and done I can say that I put my all into that relationship, I can proudly say that I did my part and that your the one that fucked it up not me. So in the end I won’t blame my self for anything and I won’t have any regrets about you and that I shoulda done this or I shoulda done that because I did it all. 

~this doesn’t pertain to my relationship right now but I’m just saying~

Why the fuck do things like this happen to such good people, I will never truly understand. This is why I have a hard time believing in God…believing that he would let these tragic things happen to his “creations” these innocent people that praise and worship him. I just don’t know.

(Source: l0versss, via l0verss)

Everybody’s first impression of me is always the opposite of how I really am. People think I’m a total bitch when they see me (or so I’ve been told) And then I’m like the nicest person evaaaa (I’ve been told that too).

DAY 51

Describe your future wedding.

- Hmmm ok, I wanna get married on some beach I’m not sure where and I want my dress to be white and just a little bit below my knees with a sweetheart neckline and I want to be holding baby pink tulip flowers and my bridesmaids dresses will be baby pink as well. And my husbands suit will be black with a baby pink bow tie, and his groomsmen will be dressed the same. And all my guess will wear white with something baby pink in their outfit.

whoop whoop

yayyyy~~~